Hi Pink. I’m in a year long relationship that at times is amazing and others is frustrating and makes me cross at times. I need help to make me completely understand what I have. I have no doubt I love David but I just imagined that when I fell in love late in life it would be nothing but amazing but sometimes it’s hard. Our relationship is made more difficult as I have been a complete idiot and i have loaned money to someone who was a complete fraud and I have now havecmy children’s livelihood at stake as I can’t afford to pay my debts or mortgage without David.